January 2011
December 2010
Last Friday Of 2O1O . .
im NOT letting Go Of 2O1O w/out a BANG! ; nthere`s a party my momm `&* dadd said i can go so im OUT w/ my Party Buddy`s Tonight . ima Get Drunk `&* shake my ass cause Really i don`t Givaa F U C K , Today is a i don`t givaa FUCK day it`s the last day of 2O1O `& this bitch rite here ( Me* ) is Blowin some bomb ass weed `&* Takein shit to the head NO chaser Fuck what juu...
How i always think i'll spend my new years:
halimaaxo:
How i’ll ACTUALLY spend it
its a sammie night :)
WatchNo Gass this Video Scare`s Me - . -
i fell in love when i was 7 `&* preformed this...
Listen
Life .
No Matter who i lose Friend or relationship wise my life will go on ; you lose some you win some `&* at time some are replaced that`s how shit go can`t change it that`s life . play ya part `& i`ll play mine `&* that`s being ME .
a while ago if i could get a dollar each time someone called me fat `& i would say some shit back like it was nothing `but then when no one was around i`ll cry my eye`s out ; i`ll be One RICH mothafuckaa . . that use to be the FIRST thing anyone would say about me , the Older i got the More i got comfortable w/ my body . . i still gotta lot of work to do the so 2O11 that will be my work...
i cry probably More Then the average Person , But by Looking at me You wouldn`t Be able to tell . all smile`s when people around `& when my friend`s come to me when they are crying or upset `& need to vent im alway`s here for them all ; but myself Most of the Time i just write it all down `&* rip up the paper afta it all when im Upset . .
each time . .
im not one to talk about my ” feeling`s ” `Nor am i one to come rite out `&* let you know how i feel about you ( like when i like a boy or something ) . . im not the prettiest female `& def. Not The smallest `i honestly think im afraid of rejection `& that`s why i bottle everything up most of the time . never really had a Real Relationship but shit that i went thru sure...
J.Cole .
i just wanna kisss you wanna be w/ you
you might not be the one ; but your the one...
WHO YOU FINNA TRY!? WHO YOU FINNA TRY...
Seems like i alway`s had crushes on chick`s i couldn`t have`& then i end up fuckin’ with someone i shouldn`t have . See in my mind, it`s like im perfect for her . i gotta show her. But sadly , in reality dawg i don`t even know her . But still somehow she got my mind infatuated , absolutely fascinated with the thought`s of what she might be like …
that awkward moment when you don't know if a car...
i’m usually like
i was planning on this being something worth mentioning . energy invested in someone i saw potential in . who killed chivalry ? they need to get their sentencing . meanwhile we arguing `& i can`t get a sentence in . .